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| wow ok so i havent written in over a month SORRY!!! ive had a lot of stuff to do! well lately i had a christmas show in wich i had a solo!! and then there was seussical!!! my like best best friend max is in seussical at the beck center so of course i go everynight to see him, emily, and chris!! and yes the world knows i am in love with max!! so things were going pretty good for a while i got to se max all the time and beck classes were better than ever! i had classes with ryan and came soo far in voice so youd think wow amy has it pretty damn good right now well this is where everything went wrong!
so this years teen show at beck is Stage Door so i read the plot and everything and thought cool this will be a great show to be on crew for, i knew i couldnt be cast in a show like that but then i started talking to hannah who black mailed me into auditioning and by some miracle i got a call back and then i thought ook so maybe i can get in this and that feeling got bigger and bigger as the call back went on and on and when we left i told myself becker your gonna be in this show! ... fast forward to friday ok so i get home from school soo excited b/c we are supposed to get our calls to see if we are in the show or not so no one had called yet so i got online EVERYONE had gotten called but me and i thought maybe she just hasnt gotten to my name ... so later that night i ushered for seussical and meg showed up and pulled me aside and apologized for not being able to cast me and then said the worst thing you just didnt look the part..what a surprise huh?
then the next day was the last day of classes wich is always sad b/c you dont see your closest friends for like a month or so depending if they take classes but yea ga made us all cry hes such an amazing teacher and friend at the same time!!! and we will all miss ryan since hes not teaching a class anymore
then there is the fact that max has a girlfriend ... well she came to seussical the same night i did and that wasnt such a good thing i mean im not like jealous or anything b/c im used to the guys i like being taken so yea but i dont think she liked the fact that i was there but oh well if this is suppose to happen it will on its own time!
and of course jen still has feeling for max and always yells at me for liking him b/c she so f-ign teritorial!!! but w/e shes not worth getting upset over i dont care about her anymore i just dont listen when she yells and i tell max what happens and he just smiles tell me he loves me and gives me a huge hug wich always makes me feel better!
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| ok so cinder-ella opens on friday and kate and sarah are coming down im so0o0o0o excited!!! me and kyle are cool again and the show is slowly coming together idk what to write except i might be getting a good gift with this show!!! well im gonna go luv yall
FYI sarah got me into the winnie the pooh thing | | |
| - On My Ownnothing right nothings the same with rachael in paris and kate and sarah back in michigan its seems as if the bond and love we all had alex is gone and kyles changed and it seems as if everyone else forgot about what happened over summer and just moved on with their life as if none of us every would just spend a day sitting on church steps singing show tunes or hassling dairy queens workers b/c we thought someone worked there and most of all its as if everyone thinks their to cool to admit they just walked around lakewood in silence but instantly knew what the other was thinking its as if kate sarah and i are the only ones with that beliefe left and its just makes you want to cry forever knowing that they all moved on and left you behind but i know theres hope for one alex philips hes gone but he'll never really be gone he'll always be with us in our hearts in our minds and well on our tv screens the three i havent lost are amazing and i love them and if id ever lose them id die and i want you 3 to know that you have all my love and you always will and ill never ever forget you your the best thing i have had i love you and thank you! | | |
| - On My Ownnothing right nothings the same with rachael in paris and kate and sarah back in michigan its seems as if the bond and love we all had alex is gone and kyles changed and it seems as if everyone else forgot about what happened over summer and just moved on with their life as if none of us every would just spend a day sitting on church steps singing show tunes or hassling dairy queens workers b/c we thought someone worked there and most of all its as if everyone thinks their to cool to admit they just walked around lakewood in silence but instantly knew what the other was thinking its as if kate sarah and i are the only ones with that beliefe left and its just makes you want to cry forever knowing that they all moved on and left you behind but i know theres hope for one alex philips hes gone but he'll never really be gone he'll always be with us in our hearts in our minds and well on our tv screens the three i havent lost are amazing and i love them and if id ever lose them id die and i want you 3 to know that you have all my love and you always will and ill never ever forget you your the best thing i have had i love you and thank you! | | |
| - Hey Ya!! ~ok i kno i havent writin in a long time but ive been pretty busy!!! i have classes at beck and im captain of my school volleyball team!!! well now i just got news that i am and evil stepsister in Cinderella @ Beck!!! and next weekend kate and sarah are coming back to visit!!! could this get any better!!!! omg im soo happy!!! so yea i didnt get to go up to michigan like i said i was but this makes up for it  !!!
~so last night i went to cabaret dada its an improv club that my improv teacher preforms at!! omg it was so much fun!! it was me hannaH kyle J and kevin only bad part was when we left at about 12:30 all the people from the bar next door were out and DRUNK!!! but yea it was still amazing russ even got us up on stage!!! it was great!!!
~well im gonna get goin gots lot to do!! LOVE YOU K&S!!!
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